đ Share this article Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches It was a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting. The attacks returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists for three hours. About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods. What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free. Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. âI would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,â she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home. Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. âI was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,â she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital. Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. âIt robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,â she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility. Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. âThe earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,â write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads. Ancient medical records propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient âafflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hoursâ. The disorder were only officially recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this. In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like âa modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eyeâ. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms. Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. âYou're exhausted and low, but not in agony,â one says. He works by eliminating other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies. A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed. National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals. But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: âThe length of the cycle dictates the approach.â Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with acute treatment alone. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle â an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals. The national guidelines need updating to reflect a